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Am I naive?

Saturday, August 16th, 2008

What do you think of this scenario.

Let’s give the person a name, Mariana.
Mariana invited you attend an event in the coming week. You replied that you are willing to go with. Just 2 days before the event, Mariana called and said that she invited a friend (B) too before you on that day; Mariana invited you to the event. And B agreed to go with too. You and B know each other but not close. So, Mariana said that because both of you don’t know each other and don’t want you to feel awkward when hanging out so she hinted you to bait out. Mariana did not reject on that day because you are a good friend so she feel not nice for rejecting you.

I can tell you the friend of Mariana (B) is a guy , Mariana knows B not long ago but they meet each other thru another friend and not close to. They get close and contact recently on another event.

After that incident, I decided not to join Mariana for an outing plan 1 week ago cause I got other stuff to do. Then when, Mariana asked why, I tell Mariana that part of the reason is, Mariana is using me as back up because for that particular event so I don’t feel nice and I decided not to join her for the coming event. What’s Mariana replied is “My bad then”. From what I know bout Mariana, so I did not wanna mess up the issue so I accepted that so called apologize.

Things still ok after that. Till one day, Mariana called up and asked am I free for that night as, Mariana wanna catch up with me. Since I am free that night so I tell Mariana that I am ok with the plan. Mariana tells me she will call back and confirm about the outing as deciding where to go. After awhile, Mariana message and tell me that she gonna skip tonight plan. So, I ended up asking can I come over and Mariana tell me that she is going out due to somebody invited her for outing. At that moment, I feel that I am just a backup plan for Mariana that night again. She did not even ask me it is ok to skip tonight plan and straight away cancel it on her own. Although we have decided to hang out together but haven’t decided to go where yet and as Mariana like to do random act so I did not plan any either. But, just canceling like that just making me feel that I being used again.
If the friend of her did not ask her out, she will continue our plan. So, it means if got friend invited her to hang out and she will cancels our plan without asking me. Doesn’t it make me look like a backup outing plan?

It that the way to treat a friend? Or it is me being too sensitive/naive over something? Opinion, anyone?

P.S.: I don’t know how close she is with A and the friend of her. So, make your own assumption.

Pourquoi tricher?

Monday, August 11th, 2008

Les gens qui trichent? Pourquoi les gens tricher en premier lieu? Pourquoi?
Ils ont triché parce que quelque chose avait disparu, et la sécurité nécessaires et a souhaité que l’attention n’a pas pu obtenir de leur importante.


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Advise from a friend

Tuesday, August 5th, 2008

ur curiosity level does worry me, i fear one day u kena stab kao kao by ppl only..
not bcoz its bad, but bcoz ppl may not understand the good intentions..
im getting rather fed up on being nice..
sometimes even if i know ppl are gonna get into trouble, i just let them be.. they will only know when they get bitten by their own probs..
tell them or ask oso hardly got any impact..
certain ppl refuses to tell you the reason, or continues doing something that is not right..
so we nid not bother about them at all..
we only bcome a fren in need..
it saves us trouble, and saves us our time handling their problems

Protected: You make the choice

Saturday, July 26th, 2008

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Do you?

Saturday, May 24th, 2008

Do you been thru situation where you being push down into the well purposely by a person.
The person want to rescue you after knowing he pushing the wrong person.
But the person throw a stone into the well instead of rope because of other matter that you did.

Do you been thru this kind of situation?
So in the end, me myself also dunno either i wanna feel sad, or angry?
Helpless…. :S

WTF

Wednesday, May 21st, 2008

I can’t believe I just got fire up because of lollipop. WTF
With other issues trembling on me. WTF

Not gonna update till the problem is solved.
Adios

Protected: Not my concern, right?

Monday, April 7th, 2008

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Randomizer

Wednesday, February 27th, 2008
I hate you

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May I Love you

Sunday, December 2nd, 2007

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May I Love you?

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Degel? or Anvil?

Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007

Shakespear said: “To be or not to be”.

Something quite bothering me this few days…. Something that are not my business was force to join as well.
Maybe at the beginning I spoke up some opinions and solution and provide some services also. So, I thought I had finish my role but still it keep on pulling me back into that issue which was quite annoying. Ok, I am fine with too. I keep on contribute any help that I can to help to solve that problem and it’s like it got no end. The flow keep on return to the start of the problem and it keep running through the same thing everytime. This is frustrating.

It keep on repeating till I fed up.

Frustrated cycle
No-End Life Cycle. Shit!
 

So, Do I need to stop here or continue? It’s not my problem anywhere so why I need to be there? Can’t you do problem analysis and solving yourself after listen to so more opinions and solutions?

I help mean friend, I don’t help mean not friend. You wanna think that way that’s your problem. I just try to help as much as I can.

Devil and Angel
DeviL better or AngeL better?
 
Mixed Devil and Angel
Maybe this is better